Dreaming a Reality

"Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real, when you woke up you didn't know what to believe?

What would you do if what you thought was true wasn't?

And what you thought wasn't true was?

Would you retreat into your dreams with the hope of finding a more perfect reality?

Sometimes life is stranger than a dream.

And the only way to wake up is to face what lies hidden in your soul.

And you can only hope that in those moments of dark reflection,

that you are not alone."

Summer in Wales!!

For those of you interested in my posts about my summer in Wales last year.. click on the link below or just copy and paste it into your browser and I hope you enjoy!! (Sorry it took so long for me to get them up) http://summerinwales08.blogspot.com/

Truth.

Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore?

Is There Still right and wrong?

Good and bad?

Truth and lies?

Or is everything negotiable?

Left to interpretation.

Grey.

Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth

-Transform it-

Cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making.

And sometimes things simply catch up to us.

Truth is still absolute.

Believe that.

Even when that truth is hard and cold

And more painful than you've ever imagined.

And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.

One Breath From The Heartache.

Trust in me and I will never let you down

Trust your soul when theres nobody else around

Trust in love cause it will always heal your heartbreaks

And we always learn em better from our mistakes

For me there'll never be nobody else but you

I thought of walking by myself

But I could never make it through - without you

Theres nothing we can't over come

We're staring at a bright new sun

We'll take it day by day and stay one breath from the heartache

We'll touch the earth and kiss the sky

As the same moment passes by

Then we'll be sure to stay one breath away from heartache

One breath from the heartache

Touch my hand if I ever feel that you're weak

Lay your head here on my shoulder when you need

Tell your secrets to me when they get too heavy

And I'll make sure that I'm always there for you

I don't need anybody else but you - for me I don't know if I'll find the words

But if I do will you believe

Theres nothing we can't over come

We're staring at a bright new sun

And we'll take it day by day and stay one breath from the heartache

We'll touch the earth and kiss the sky

As the same moment passes by

Then we'll be sure to stay one breath from the heartache

And I will catch you if you fall

My heart will be there if you call

And I will cover you through anything at all

One breath from the heartache

Theres nothing we can't over come

We're staring at a bright new sun

We'll take it day by day and stay one breath from a heartache

One breath from a heartache

Trust in me and I will never let you down

<3

Forgive Me

Father, I'm going through some heavy things, it seems like this world ain't getting any better

The more we try to get closer to You, the farther we run from Your throne

I've spent so many nights wonderin' 'when will it end'? When will the day come when happiness begins?

I'm running the race but it seems too hard to win, I'm sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning

I'm calling for help and watching it melt away

My heart's been put on display and put away

In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok, and anger was the price that was paid

While these faded dreams just screamed to "bring them home!", the burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne

I can't take it any longer, I can taste my spirit hunger,

God please help me get home!

Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death

I'm not scared cause You're holding my breath

I only fear that I don't have enough time left, To tell the world that there's no time left,

Lord please

I've come to terms that I'm burning both sides of the rope

And I'm hoping that self-control would kick in before I'm choking off the sin that be destroying every fiber I got

I need the Lord in every way I'll never make it I'm not Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life

I couldn't do it, I would lose it, there's no point to the fight

And I'm writing this song, for the people who don't belong, I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong!

Inside a life that's filled with anger and disappointment,

Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids

It's annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up, You feel stuck, I feel the same way Lord help us stay up!

You couldn't pay me to abandon the idea of true hope

That I could make it through this life into a place where there's no crying

I'm dying to find You with open arms when I go, knowing You love me and You're waiting to give rest to my soul

Lord I don't know what I'm struggling for

There's go to be more, than this life I know

But still I'm here, fighting to never give up

I find strength in Your love

And You will see me through